This is not a fairytale, face reality.

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 12:41 AM

right.

I'm feeling relatively hopeless right now.

I guess I have to start learning to appreciate the people I have now. Someone finally knocked some sense into me. I shouldn't just let things go so easily like how I let 'B' go. Again, my irrational decision and self-centered attitude has led things to go otherwise.

I really apologize for having some fucked up attitude.

Because, I really don't want to lose anyone else.

I almost lost someone who's seemed close to me.

He was there when I needed someone, but where was I?

Nowhere.

I'm sorry.

I don't wanna go anywhere.

I just feel like staying at home.

:( I feel so fucking hopeless and useless.

Fuck you Amy.