Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 5:45 AM
appreciative
It's because of you that made me appreciate what I have right now. It's because of you that I'm trying to change for the better. And it's because of you that I have faith in. Time will tell in the future if things were really meant to be or not. I had a great time talking to you at ungodly hours (yes, we met at 3am in the morning), just the two of us. At this time, I'm sure nothing is confirmed/finalised, but for sure, I'm positive about this. I hope to see you soon, Farhan.
I think I've thought things through enough already. All I need right now are my close friends, my family and someone.
To my closefriends,
Thank you for being through thick and thin with me. Even though I may be an asshole at times but it's just for the fun of it. I like to see everyone happy, because it makes me happy. I'm sure we'll have many more memories to share together in the coming future. Even though I might have someone in my life right now (though it's not really confirmed), I'll assure you I'll prioritize my time for you guys over him. Bros/Sis over Dicks/Pussies remember? :P I love you people.
To my family,
Thank you for tolerating my nonsense for the whole 17 years of my life. I know I've been a fucked up daughter but sometimes I think I need a break also. I tend to keep things to myself because you are not understanding enough. Either I'll get nagged or reprimanded at if I tell you my problems, but I know, it's because you both care for me that's why. I'll try my best to be a filial daughter and "pay back" for what you've given me. I love you Mom&Dad.
I just feel so happy, and appreciated. And a really big thank you to Farhan. And p/s: I still remember your birthday okay, hahahaha. "20th July" is close to "10th June" k. Hahahaha. Now, I can sleep in peace. It feels so good to be happy (not that I've not been happy this past few weeks, but the feeling of happy is just indescribable). I'm a happy motherfucker.
I think I'm gonna stop blogging for now because seems like all my entries are all nonsensical and doesn't really reflect on my lifestyle. But what the fuck, it's still my blog =P Hehehehe. Okokok, goodnight babies.