Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ 11:41 AM
Past, Now
I'm looking at old photos right now.
Damn, so much things happened the end of last year and the starting of this year. I thank God, things have changed. Though I missed those times where there were lesser things to worry, and I was more carefree, there's no looking back because we can only look forward to the future. In the midst of that period, I've lost friends but I've also gained friends. The ones who left were the ones who turned their back on me, and the ones who came in were the ones who opened my eyes to realize that people whom you can trust are the ones who stayed. All things happen for a reason, but now, we're not absolute of the reasons because it's still our time to explore and try to make sense out of things. Things will be better, things will be worst. I won't be able to foresee the future, but I believe everything will definitely be alright.
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I should quit smoking.
I should quit smoking.
I should quit drinking.
I should quit drinking.
I can't take the fact then when I'm really stressed, I can finish up a pack in a day. And it seems I can finish a pack in less than 3 days. This.is.so.fucking.bad. I don't wanna die early.