Monday, August 30, 2010 @ 3:23 PM
Selfish/Relentless/Blunt
What do I see, what do I see?A world filled with disgust and selfish individuals.
Mind fucked with bullshits and conspiracies.
Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 2:20 AM
I'm gonna miss wearing lenses.Settle for spectacles.
Thursday, August 26, 2010 @ 3:02 PM
Denial of service.
This is utterly ridiculous.
Today is not my day.
Firstly, had an argument with a man in the MRT.
Secondly, forgot to bing my laptop charger.
Thirdly, my eye is aching so badly.
Lastly, I forgot to bring my eye medication.
FAIL.
-.- Please amuse me with what's gonna happen next.
Blind
Eye infection.
Severe case of eye infection.
:'( So I guess I'll be wearing my fugly spectacles often now. I swear to God, if I ever have the money, I'll go on for lasik surgery.
I don't wanna be blind.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 4:55 AM
Detox
7 days detox diet scheme.
Day 1 starts today.
I will break fast with apple caramel sticks.
Day 1 = Fruits
Goodluck.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 3:12 AM
Six
Hi baby,
I swear to God, I won't get sick and tired of wishing you every 24th of each month. Even if you do, I won't because it marks our number of months being there for each other as friends. Before we started out, we were normal friends. A friend that turned into a lover, someone who was able to change someone's life. I'm thankful, that I knew you and for all the implication you've given me in life. You're my motivation. So, with that, happy six months of knowing each other. It's been half a year that I knew you, and I still have so much to know about you that I've yet to discover, but we'll let the rest of the days be the days of my discovery. I love you baby.
Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 3:54 PM
Unpredictable.
King LyChee
KLC was beyond amazing and they put up a really good show. The crowd was as much as Anberlin's set last year. And seriously, it's a helluv' an experience to remember. Just as memorable as Anberlin. I really enjoyed Promise and Asia Unite :)
And then day three, Mix Hell was fucking awesome. Electro stuff which made me go a little crazy becauseeeee they're fucking good. :D I didn't care even though I was the only one dancing at the back. The people behind were boring, the people in front were the ones who made it happening. But still, great stuff + good company!
:D
Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 4:07 AM
Baybeats or.. not?
Can't wait to catch King Lychee tomorrow.
And my favaourite Youtube acoustic singer, David Choi.
HAHAHAHHA, okay can let's go see you tomorrow.
Friday, August 20, 2010 @ 4:47 PM
Hihihihihi.
Ohaiyo Gozaimas.
I am still alive.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 1:45 AM
Twelve hours.
I still remembered.. "12 hours"
I was cleaning my room and found your letters to me.
And as I was reading them, it gave me butterflies like the first time you let me read the note in your notebook at Punggol Beach. I read our past conversations on MSN, and letters you gave me. I kinda teared a little as I was reading them. It was tears of both joy and disappointment. Joy, because you're the sweetest guy I've ever met, and I've never had so much faith in us. Disappointment because I was the first person in this relationship to disappoint you. But all I can say is, I will try not to disappoint you in the future. I'll be the best girlfriend you ever had, that I'll promise. I miss you baby, I really do.
I hope you miss me too like how much I miss you. I'll see you soon love. Mwah.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 4:22 AM
Only one.
Hi baby, if you ever read this..
I miss you.
Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 11:40 PM
Five down.
Life's been good so far.
Been fasting for five days and I'm quite happy with my 'diet scheme'. Every morning for sahur, I would eat very little because I don't have much appetite in the morning. And every evening for breaking of fast, I would be already full after drinking milk tea and bread. Before I head to the shower at night, I would do 50 sit-ups and 20 crunches, which I'm doing good so far because my stomach is aching like shiz. I hope that by the end of this month, I'll lose a bit of weight (which I think I did because my jeans and shorts are a little lose and I can buckle my belt on the 4th hole now).
School holidays are here and I've been preoccupied with work, movies, tv series, band commitments so far which actually restricts me from meeting my friends. But I swear I'll take my time off this lazy/busy schedule soon and buka puasa with my friends. This month I also intend to paint my room red but I can't do it alone. Furthermore, I'm not an artsy-fartsy person, so I guess I would suck and paint my room walls unevenly. I'll ask my friends and boyfriend to come and paint my house maybe 2 weeks before Hari Raya. Sorry no solid money wages, fun and entertainment would be enough to be your wage.
It's been almost 5 days since I've met my boyfriend and I miss him terribly. I miss and love you so much boyfrienddddddd. Hope to see you soon, love! :)
Okay, time for my facial, and then 90210 time. Goodnight everyone.
Friday, August 13, 2010 @ 11:32 PM
Faith
Spent yesterday night with the cotton on colleagues for supper at Newton. Had a really good time with them, and hope everyone else who's missing in the picture will come for another gathering (in the future).It's been 3 days straight that I have not been breaking my fast with my family and I really miss breaking fast with them. I hope things get better and that we all will be able to break fast like how we used to :) And please don't misunderstand me, I don't want to quit school. I want to go Uni and get a degree at least, if I had intentions of quitting, I would have done long ago. Please have faith in me.
I got pimple outbreak, very ugly. I want to hide myself from the world for awhile until the pimples are gone. So I bought some facial products(like how I used to spend $1xx in the past that's why i got a not so ugly face last time) and now the mask is damn tight on my face (ok sounds wrong but u know i know). I barely can breathe hahahaha.
3 fasting days down, 27 days to go! And I really miss my boyfriend.
Thursday, August 12, 2010 @ 12:37 PM
I swear to god, this is the weirdest confession I've heard... EVER.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 @ 11:41 PM
Body rejection.
I think I need to see a doctor asap.
I've been throwing up what I ate like .. since 2 weeks back?
:( Food rejection is a no-no for me. It's messing my body because it comes when I'm having a terrible headache and I'll tend to throw up something even though I barely had nothing. Sick stuff right? I'll see what happens for 3 days and if it still persists, off I go to the doctor.
And guess what, I only had milk tea and bread for breaking of fast, and I'm still full. This is good, continue being like this.. but dear body, don't throw it up. That's the only "meal" I had today okay? Good body.
Sayang budak boncet ni sekali.
:D:D HEHEHEHE.
Monday, August 9, 2010 @ 2:12 AM
When this head hurts.
What do you see in me?
I can forget about sleeping tonight.
Who needs anything else?
What can I ever ask more?Having an awesome day, spent with the best people ever.
Totally enjoyed my day. Thank you Sharul, Enaa, Nizam and Phriya. Chippys,fried chicken, bubble tea, far east, wisma, ion, 313, cold rock ice creamery, forum, macdonalds, camwhore, walking, laughing, dhoby ghaut green, home.
See you guys soon. Love you all many many. -heartsheartshehe-
Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 1:51 PM
Angst & Rage
No, everything's not gonna be fucking okay.
I'm completely messed in the mind right now.
Fuck every single one of you motherfuckers out there.
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Ouch. And that really did hurt me a whole fucking lot.
But you know what fuck it.
I'm gonna have fun tonight.
I wish sometimes I didn't have feelings.
Bye motherfuckers.
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 1:58 PM
Moderchode
Feed Her To The Sharks and Parkway Drive are the only things that's keeping me fucking sane.
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Andrew and Mich damn sweet. They took the trouble to find me in the library just to pass me some sweets to make me feel better. Thank you so much, it made my day better.
Three months.
Rain or shine. I'll be there for you no matter what.
Cliche it may be but you have my word, that no matter what happens, no matter how hard it is, I'll try my best to be there for you. Spending my 3 months as your girlfriend was one of the best experiences I've had this year, and maybe in the future too. I love you baby. I really loved today. Though I ate the popcorn alone in the movie (LOL, I know I'm a big fat pig, so shh), I love sneaking random kisses on your cheeks during the movie hehe. And also, eating like a complete glutton at Carls Jr that made you sleepy and tired was all pure awesomeness. I enjoyed myself today, and I hope you did too. I love you & happy 3rd month.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 @ 9:51 AM
We're a living disguise.
I have a confession to make.
I failed terribly this morning because I blogged in my other blog. This is one disadvantage in having so many blog accounts under one e-mail. I've a total of 10 blogs in this account. In which 3 of them are private, 5 of them are old blogs, 2 of them are ph
otography blogs that I was part of a few years back. In about 14 hours, it'll be me and baby's 3rd month! (L) I just have this urge to blog because I have nothing to do. I'm too bored to listen to the facilitator and I'm too sleepy for my brains to function.
Anyway, yesterday I spent my night with Nicole at TGIFriday. The loaded potato skins were orgasmic I tell you. You hafta' try them, if not you'll regret! After our dinner at TGIFriday, went to Cold Rock Ice Creamery for dessert and I couldn't take the fact I was freezing in 313 so then we headed to Dr Cafe at Ion for Caramel Frappe where we talked and talked and laughed and laughed no one's business. At about 10.45pm, she sent me back home and I watched MTV the whole night. Awesome night indeed.
Hopefully, I'll be able to spend my night/morning with baby after work if everything goes well. Meh, I think I should grab a bite, I'm pretty hungry. Baibai humanoids.
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Fucking hooked on Confession. Check them out! http://www.myspace.com/confessionhc
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 @ 12:02 AM
Wo shi act yi ge.
Nothing beats spending your night with your boyfriend.
Spent my night with baby, and it was amazing.
I always loved spending my nights with him.
Being a complete glutton eating ice cream.
Just being in his arms, and looking at him in the eye.
Acting like total kids climbing the rope infrastructure.
Kissing on each other's forehead even though we were perspiring.
I love you Farhan, thanks for today.
xoxo
Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 1:20 PM
My fist in your fucking face.
Fucker, I feel like punching your fucking face.
RIGHT FUCKING NOW.
Don't make me fucking do it.
Sunday, August 1, 2010 @ 10:57 PM
We're all supernatural wonder beings.
Learn to kick it, and fuck it.
That's how we roll.
3 more days.
(L) Hehe.
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I WANT A HOLGA(black) CAMERA.
It's time I should explore around Singapore and play with my Fisheye2.
Fuck your motherfucking bullshits.
People should grow some motherfucking pussies and balls.
I really despise people taking advantage of me in any way.
To those motherfuckers who's taking advantage of me,
a big fuck you yo you guys, big time.
_l_