This is not a fairytale, face reality.

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Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 4:36 AM

Failure

I'm a failure in everything.

Why do I have such itchy fingers to go load the earlier messages? Why Amy, tell me fucking why? I totally missed it, I really do. I just had to fuck things up along the way, and I'm really upset I can't be of anyone's expectations. I'm so hopeless in being someone. I'm really upset that I can't change things right now, to how it was before. I'm disappointed in myself. Why? Why? Tell me fucking why.

Motherfuckinghell insomnia, you seriously fucked my mind so badly. Thanks for fucking my mind in the wee hours of the morning.

Fuck this shit man, I'm such a failure.