School is good so far. I have one day off, and a module that starts at a later timing. I managed to get along with some of my new classmates, which makes me happy. I think I need more motivation to continue study. My GPA has de-proved by 0.2 , and it's time for me to buck up. This semester I aim to get a GPA of at least 3.6. I've only got a GPA of 3.0 for last semester, there's nothing to be proud of when I know there are people scoring 3.8 easily. I feel the pressure, but it's part of the motivation to make me study harder. I will not skip school, and I will try my best not to partial any meetings. I know I sound like a fucking geek, but this means a lot to me. I'm doing this to prove someone wrong. I know I'm going against my beliefs in proving people, but I have to make this an exception. I'll work hard, this is a promise that I'm gonna make to myself.

Putting aside schoolwork, life's been relatively okay I guess. Today was the first time I showed my anger to my friends, it kinda scared me a little. I'm so fucking glad I didn't do anything irrational such as really slapping them. And, I scared them a little too, I'm sorry. This is what happens when too much things happen, you have people crossing the line, you have people taking things for granted, you're not being treated the way you treat people nicely and having too much patience. I can't put aside my ego anymore, I think it's too much. Things are getting difficult, and there are people who're not helping. Might as well just fuck it and suck on it. You live alone, you die alone. But let me tell you this, I'm not fucking giving up. If anything gets in my way, see what will eventually happen.

Even during school days, I still have 4 hours of sleep. Someone should just shoot this insomnia away.